On a night not too far, but not too close from things of the past, I
find myself beset with a pleasurable retrospection. I find myself
feeling blessed with all the things I have been given. I feel myself
melancholy with memories of things that were, yet excited for things
that are. Who could say what has put me in this mood, but I am thankful
for this God that is in my life. He is a strange God, and a mysterious
God. He walked as man, he lives in us all, yet is elsewhere.
This
is a journey that has only just begun. And it is epic in nature. I feel
it will lead to many places, good and bad, leading up to the very cusp
of mankind. I can feel it, in my soul. There are great and mighty events
in motion. The lines are being drawn.
Something none of us
completely understand waits just ahead. There is a time ahead that will
test us all. I feel this to be true. My heart sings it in the darkness.
My mind tries to bury it, as it does not fly with my logic, but it leaks
through. It's exciting, yet I find myself uncertain. None of us know.
We try to bury it, yet there it is. We try to deny it, but there it is.