David Promoted to Leadership in Saul's Army

David is coming off the greatest moment of his life, his victory over Goliath. He could easily be tempted to become arrogant or proud. But that is not what happens next.

We saw at the end of chapter 17 that after David defeated Goliath he was brought before Saul and Saul doesn’t even remember who he is. He had met him before, but he doesn’t even know his name. So he asks David who he is.

Then it says in 1st Samuel chapter 18, “When he had finished speaking to Saul, the soul of Jonathan was bound to the soul of David, so that Jonathan loved him as his own soul. 2 And Saul took him that day and would not permit him to return home to his father’s house. 3 Then Jonathan and David made a covenant because he loved him as his own soul. 4 So Jonathan stripped himself of the robe that was on him and gave it to David, even his garments, his sword, his bow, and his belt.”

At this moment David makes a true friend. Jonathan the son of Saul is that true friend to David. He admires David. He loves David. He has decided David will be his friend. He knows David is a great warrior, so he even gives him his armor and weapons to wear.

Our first point about David’s character today is this, as you live out the heart of God, you will find people who come around you and want to join with you in that mission. They sense the Spirit of God within you, they sense you are yielded to God’s leading in your life, and they want to be part of that.

They will be a blessing to you. They will encourage you. They will fight beside you. They will correct you when you get off base. They will point you toward God in your struggles. They are a blessing because they love you as themselves. Which is a great and rare and beautiful thing.

David remains with the army of Israel now, and he begans fighting battles and winning great victories, many months go by, most likely, and then the Israelites return from the wars they’ve fought.

It says this then, “6 When they came home, as David was returning from slaying the Philistine, the women came out from all cities of Israel to meet King Saul, singing and dancing, with tambourines, with joy, and with musical instruments. 7 The dancing women sang and said, “Saul has slain his thousands, and David his ten thousands.”

8 Saul became very angry, and this saying was displeasing to him. Therefore he said, “They have ascribed to David ten thousands, but to me they have ascribed thousands. Now what remains for him to have but the kingdom?” 9 So Saul was suspicious of David from that day and forward.”

Point number two today, as you submit to God’s leading, and follow your Father wherever he leads you, and fight in His strength, and believe in Him and let Him work through you, you will shine more and more brightly. This like we said in point one draws people toward you who want to fight beside you, but it also draws people to be jealous of you, and to hate you.

Point number two is people will despise you, be jealous of you, and try to begin to work against you and your ministry. But they aren’t really fighting you, as much as the Spirit of God within you, and in that case, you’ll have the victory in the end.

But it’s very common, as a leader begins to shine, that others become jealous. It was temptation for me leaving seminary, and my friends were getting plum assignments and I struggled, am I going to get jealous? Am I going to let that in? And I decided that I would not.

Many may become suspicious of you over time, they will watch everything you do, perplexed at what is going on, they watch from the background even hoping that you’ll make a mistake so they can accuse you. But your best rebuke to that is simply going even closer to God and continuing to shine in Him. They may even accuse you of being arrogant, because you’re speaking out, you’re shining for God, but don’t believe it. Unless it is true, then repent of pride immediately.

It says that Saul became so jealous of David, that when David was playing the harp for Saul, Saul grabbed a spear and threw it at David, then a second time attempted to pin David to the wall, but David evaded the spears both times.

It even says in verse 12, “12 Saul was afraid of David because the Lord was with him but had departed from Saul.”

You may actually be feared by people as you follow God’s leading. Jealousy and fear and hate.

So since Saul feared David, he sent David away and into battle again, he made him a commander over 1000 men, and sent him out, hoping that he might be killed in battle. But David wasn’t harmed.

Point number 3, you’ll have God’s divine protection as you serve Him faithfully. As you live out what it means to be a man after God’s own heart, you’re safe in His hands. He won’t let your enemies harm you as you do His will.

So King Saul hatches a new plan, he offers David to marry his daughter, but listen to David’s response.

He says, “18 But David said to Saul, “Who am I? And what is my life, or my father’s family in Israel, that I should be son-in-law to the king?” 19 So when it was time that Merab, daughter of Saul, should have been given to David, she was given to Adriel the Meholathite for a wife.”

Point number 4, David was very humble. There was no pride in David. He was incredibly humble, despite his victory against Goliath, being promoted to a leader in the army, he could’ve gotten puffed up and proud but he didn’t.

Remember that in your own life. When you have a good thing happen, remind yourself, stay humble, don’t get proud. Pride will destroy everything you’ve won so very quickly. Pride is cancer, destructive, vicious, and corrupting.

So Saul’s first daughter is given to another, but Saul’s second daughter Michal really likes David. And Saul hears that Michal longs for David, so he hatches another plan, he says to David, alright you’re too humble to become part of the royal family, but I’ll offer you this, if you kill one hundred philistines and bring their foreskins back to me, I’ll give you my daughter. King Saul is hoping again that David will die in battle.

But David is pleased with this offer, and so he goes immediately to battle.

And it says this, “David arose and went, he and his men, and killed two hundred men of the Philistines. Then David brought their foreskins and they gave them in full to the king, that he might be the king’s son-in-law. And Saul gave him Michal his daughter for a wife.

28 When Saul saw and knew that the Lord was with David, and that Michal, his daughter, loved him, 29 Saul was yet the more afraid of David, and Saul became the enemy of David continually.

30 Then the commanders of the Philistines went out to make war. And when they went out David was more successful than all the servants of Saul, so that his name was highly honored.”

And that’s how chapter 18 ends. David meets a wonderful woman, she loves him, they get married, David is safe in his battles, he kills twice as many philistines as originally requested, and for King Saul, he can tell God is with David. It’s clear as day, God is with Him.

As a result King Saul becomes David’s constant enemy. He knows deep within his heart that David is meant for the throne, for his throne. And he hates that.

Once again more battles come and David leading his thousand men is more successful than any other commanders. He’s increasingly loved by the people of Israel, respected by the leaders of the army, and his name is increasingly highly honored amongst all peoples.

Last point today, God will honor your name if you serve Him humbly. As you serve Him, fight the battles he has for you, as you carry the gospel, plan to serve people and do it faithfully, as you live your life for Him, he will honor your name. You will be honored, people will respect you, some will hate you, but many will love you and respect you.

In conclusion, I think we really see the fruits of David’s heart for God in this chapter of 1st Samuel. The fruits of humility, of devotion to God, of skill in battle, of submission to God’s plan, of obeying the will of God is victories. Honor. New friendships. A marriage. Honor among the people. But also enemies like King Saul.

1. People will join you as you serve God

2. People will also begin to be jealous of you and hate you

3. You’ll have God’s protection as you serve Him

4. David’s response to victories in his life was intense intentional humility

5. God will honor your name as you serve Him

Letter to the Church at Pergamum: The Church near Satan's Throne

I was at the gym last night, on the stair-stepper enjoying a good work out. All the workout machines in the area point one direction, and so looking forward in front of me there are always many televisions all lined up one by one. I counted them last night and I counted 20 TVs. All of them on different channels, one playing music videos, one liberal news, one conservative news, one basketball, one home remodeling, and on and on it went.

The allurements are many in America, one was playing music videos with half naked women, shirtless men, throwing around money, guzzling booze, every channel was showing advertisements for food, pizzas, tacos, cinnamon rolls, and I’m there on my stair stepper trying to get in shape, trying to think holy thoughts, and it’s tough.

And it reminded me how its difficult to be a Christian in our society. Of all the channels on all the TVs, not one of those channels was playing Christian content.

And I realized this is how our lives are in Michigan, in the USA, we are constantly bombarded by all these messages, blaring on the TVs, billboards, radio, films, friends, workplaces, and we have to somehow in all this mess, stay true to Jesus Christ, holy, spotless and blameless, ready for eternal life. That is the challenge we face in our day and age.

And it’s very similar to the situation that the church at Pergamum faced in the first century. Jesus spoke these words to them...

From Revelation 2:12-17: “To the angel of the church in Pergamum write: “This is the message from the one who has the sharp two-edged sword. 13 I know where you live, there where Satan has his throne. You are true to me, and you did not abandon your faith in me even during the time when Antipas, my faithful witness, was killed there where Satan lives. 14 But there are a few things I have against you: there are some among you who follow the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak how to lead the people of Israel into sin by persuading them to eat food that had been offered to idols and to practice sexual immorality. 15 In the same way you have people among you who follow the teaching of the Nicolaitans. 16 Now turn from your sins! If you don't, I will come to you soon and fight against those people with the sword that comes out of my mouth.

17 “If you have ears, then, listen to what the Spirit says to the churches! To those who win the victory I will give some of the hidden manna. I will also give each of them a white stone on which is written a new name that no one knows except the one who receives it."

The city of Pergamum in the ancient world was a city seated on a hill, a tall hill, and this place was like the capital of Asia minor. It was a big city. It was a powerful city. It had a steep colosseum, where they would have circuses and gladiator fights, this colosseum could seat 10,000 people.

The ruins of Pergamum, you can see them on the screen, are some of the best and most detailed ruins we have of the ancient world.

The library of Pergamum held an astonishing 200,000 books.

As far as the worship of Greek gods went in the Roman empire, Pergamum had temples to all the Greek gods, Athena, Dionysus, Demeter, Asklepios and Zeus, the king of the Greek gods.

Or if you wanted to declare your worship to emperor of the roman empire, you would go to the temple at the heights of Pergamum, where you could worship Trajan.

We don’t have an official record as to who planted the church in Pergamum. But it is recorded in the book of Acts that the apostle Paul passed through Pergamum on his second missionary journey.

The small church at Pergamum found itself in the capital of Asia minor, in the capital for worship to pagan gods in the region. Christians in this area were often regarded as atheists, because they refused to worship the gods of the romans. So they were charged with being atheists, with having no gods.

So they would be brought before the roman governor of the area, and in Pergamum at the roman governors mansion there was a statue of a roman soldier with a drawn sword. Imagine walking past that to your court date. The roman governor had the power of the sword, to decide your case with having your head cut off. Plain and simple, that was the danger, and the early church in this area was being severely persecuted.

Understanding all these details, we can see why Jesus says what he says to the church at Pergamum.

He says, “This is the message from the one who has the sharp two-edged sword. I know where you live, there where Satan has his throne. You are true to me, and you did not abandon your faith in me even during the time when Antipas, my faithful witness, was killed there where Satan lives.”

Jesus says, remember who has the double-edged sword. It’s not Romans. They have one who can hurt your body. But Jesus says I have the greater sword, the sword of eternal life, or eternal death.

A sword to rest on our shoulders to knight us for his kingdom, or a sword with which to strike us, and send us to eternal darkness. It’s a perfect thing to say to the church at Pergamum. They face the sword of the roman governor. But Jesus says, I’m really the one who holds the sword, not them.

It’s just the kind of voice I’ve come to expect from God. It’s not quite what we expect. Sometimes from Jesus we expect Mr. Rodgers, saying, oh gosh friend let me give you a big hug and it’ll all be OK. Don’t worry about it.

The voice of the living God is not that, it’s deep, it’s full of love, it also rebukes us and corrects us and speaks to difficult eternal realities. It’s just the kind of word I’ve known from God in my life.

That’s our first point for today, recognize the unique voice of God. Full of grace and truth.

It reminds me of Chelsey, when her grandfather died in the house fire. Chelsey called out to God about this. What might we expect Jesus would’ve said to her? It’s going to be OK. I love you so much and he’s in a better place. That’s what we might expect the Lord to say. But, what she heard from God was different. God said to her, better he be burned a little now, than to burn forever in hell. That’s intense. That’s cutting. That’s hard. But it’s the truth, and it’s a reminder of eternal truth. It reminds me of this word for Pergamum.

Verse 13, Jesus says this is where Satan keeps his throne. Some read that as metaphorical, well it’s referencing the worship of Zeus and all this. I tend to take it literally, that Satan’s throne in the ancient world really was in Pergamum. It’s the capital of the region. It’s right near the cities of the early church. Perfect place to reign over the Earth, and there Satan kept humanity in the chains of bondage to false religions, false gods, evil things. I wonder if Satan’s throne is still in Pergamum? Hard to say, though we know when the anti-Christ rises he will reign from Jerusalem. But maybe even to this day, perhaps Satan runs his court from Pergamum.

Jesus also speaks to them about the death of a martyr named Antipas, who gave up his life for the faith. He may have been brought before the roman authorities, who accused him of atheism, and when he refused to worship the false gods or the emperor, they may have cut his head off.

I’m sure many of the early church were at the trial, and most likely saw it happened, and wondered if the same would happen to them. But Jesus reminds them, I’m the one who holds the true sword. So keep me first, and do not fear those who can kill the body, but he who can kill both body and soul in hell.

That’s our second point today, keep God first. Keep Him first in all things. Even to the point of death.

But, if it wasn’t death, there was another danger, slow, gradual compromise to surrounding culture. Which brings us to our third point, avoid doublemindedness.

This is talked about in verse 14, which says, “But there are a few things I have against you: there are some among you who follow the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak how to lead the people of Israel into sin by persuading them to eat food that had been offered to idols and to practice sexual immorality.”

We’re given by the Lord a reference to Balaam and Balak, which is recorded in the book of Numbers starting in chapter 22. And while studying this record, I thought to myself, this is a key that unlocks the problem that was taking place in the church in Pergamum.

Balaam, prophet of God, who speaks Gods words to people, is summoned by a gentile King, Balak. But Balaam’s motives are impure, he’s doubleminded, he has his own desires in mind, yet he also wants to serve God.

As Balaam travels to the king’s palace, the angel of God stands in the path of his donkey, with a drawn sword, interesting, but Balaam can’t see the angel. The donkey can though. So the angel blocks his path, and the donkey goes off the road three times to avoid the angel. Odd sort of encounter. But somehow this helps Balaam to learn his lesson, that he can’t be double-minded in his life with God. He can’t serve both God and himself.

And the at the climax of these events, even after this encounter, Balaam is still double-minded as he shares the word of God with King Balak. But at last, in a moment of clarity, Balaam is on a mountain overlooking the land of Israel, and he’s overcome with amazement at what God has done, and finally his eyes are opened, he sees the truth, and he speaks only the truth to Balak.

But his failures and double-mindedness have serious consequences for Israel.

I think this helps us to understand something simple though. If we try to live the Christian life and at the same time serve ourselves and our own interests, that is doublemindedness, and we become blind. We can’t really see the truth. That there is angel with a drawn sword before us. And we’re in danger. Thankfully, God does things to wake us up to this reality. And eventually hopefully we see the reality, that God is judge, he has the drawn sword and we must give all over to Him.

Jesus also talks about Christians in this church who were committing sexual immorality and eating food sacrificed to idols. And this is a reference to pagan worship. I’m sure some of the Christians thought to themselves, I don’t want to die, to if I just go the temple, sleep with the temple prostitutes, and eat the meat being sacrificed there, which was a religious practice, then the romans will leave me alone. So there were believers there, worshipping God on Sunday, but during the week, they would be going to the pagan temple, sleeping with the temple prostitutes and eating the meat sacrificed to idols. They were doubleminded. They had one foot in the faith, and one foot in paganism.

Then in verse 15 Jesus says, “In the same way you have people among you who follow the teaching of the Nicolaitans.”

It seems like the Nicolaitans, if they can be linked to Nicolas of Antioch, were teaching Christians that they could mix the practices of other pagan religions with Christianity, and with Judaism, and they could all just be mixed together. So really another form of doublemindedness.

Next Jesus commands them to repent. In verse 16: “Now turn from your sins! If you don't, I will come to you soon and fight against those people with the sword that comes out of my mouth.”

Once again we see the reference to the sword. Of course the sword that God holds is the sword of His spoken word. When God speaks, everything changes. When God speaks, the universe is born. When God speaks, life comes into being. God breathed you out as well, with his word, His voice. You were spoken and commanded into existence by God himself.

This brings us to our fourth point, Repent quickly. If you find that you’ve become doubleminded, if you find that you’re living in sin, then call out to God. Ask Him to open your eyes and soften your heart, so you can see the sin, and mourn over it. When we mourn over sin, this leads us to repentance.

Then the message concludes like this, verse 17: “If you have ears, then, listen to what the Spirit says to the churches!

“To those who win the victory I will give some of the hidden manna. I will also give each of them a white stone on which is written a new name that no one knows except the one who receives it.”

I like how Jesus always says, if you have ears, then listen. Because not everyone has ears willing to listen. But if you do, he says listen carefully to what I’m saying. Pay close attention.

To those who overcome, who win the victory, Jesus says I will give the hidden manna. What is the hidden manna? Many scholars have wondered at what the hidden manna actually is. I didn’t find any particularly useful descriptions. Most scholars say it’s simply referring to Jesus, Jesus saying I will give you myself. That’s nice. I don’t think it’s right. One commentator said perhaps it’s a reference to God providing food for the church of Pergamum. But that doesn’t quite make sense either, because this is referencing a gift received after death.

One possibility suggested by Arthur Pink is that it may be referencing manna that was stored as a memorial to future generations of God’s faithfulness. And so it could reference some memorial, a record in heaven of all the good things Christians did in the world, as an everlasting memorial to God. A celebration. Manna literally means, “What is it!?” With surprise, because God provided manna from heaven for the Israelites while they wandered in the wilderness.

And it says in Malachi, 3:16, that God sees the deeds of those who discuss him and serve him, “Then the people who feared the Lord spoke to one another, and the Lord listened and heard what they said. In his presence, there was written down in a book a record of those who feared the Lord and respected him.”

Many have also wondered what Jesus meant when he said, “I will also give each of them a white stone on which is written a new name that no one knows except the one who receives it.”

But in ancient times, when someone was invited to an important gathering, like something held by the roman government, or the emperor himself, they would receive a carved sheet of marble with their name written on it. And they would bring it to the festival or event and present it to the guard at the entrance, to enter into the party.

It would be like receiving an invite in the mail to come to the white house and attend a function there. Very prestigious. Thinking of the Christians in Pergamum, who were excluded from everything, and rejected by the culture, and viewed as evil and even killed for their beliefs, Jesus says I have invite for you, if you overcome, to enter into the new Jerusalem, the city of God.

And what does Jesus mean by a hidden name, that only you know? Well. When I think of my journey as a Christian, the truth is that the old me died in 2012 when I became a Christian. And honestly, as we each live the Christian life we’re changed, time and again, glory to glory, new phase to new phase, where by the end we’ve had numerous different names, we’ve been molded and crafted, taken from level to level, and as we do our personality changes, then changes again, then changes again. We’re overcomers. Often, we’re overcoming ourselves and who we used to be yesterday. We overcome the old and increasingly become the new. But hidden for us in paradise, in the New Jerusalem, is still a new level of who we are. We become at last, who we were always meant to be in the first place, the one we always dreamed of being, the person we saw that we could be, in our hopes and in our dreams, a person made to worship God, to love God and be loved by Him forever. A new name, that only we know.

The Spiritual Journey of Aaron Rodgers

Two thousand nine, week eight, Green Bay Packers vs. Minnesota Vikings, and there was a fire burning in the hearts of millions of Packer fans as Brett Favre, girded in purple and white strode onto Lambeau field. The unthinkable had happened. 

I loved Brett Favre. I had watched him since I was eight years old, turning a team from total failure to incredible victory. He was our hero. No one played the position like Favre did. Yet he had turned against us. 

Now we had a new hero. His name? Aaron Rodgers. I wanted that game so badly. I wanted to win. But Favre and the Vikings overcame us. Yet from that day on we had a new hero. Aaron Rodgers. We believed in him. And he would not disappoint. 

Over the years Rodgers has fought in Green Bay for another title after the incredible 2010 season, but in recent years under Matt Lafleur the Packers have come up short, with the 2022 season ending in an 8-9 record, missing the playoffs by a single game. 

As Aaron Rodgers considers what to do next in his career, I've asked myself this question: Who is Aaron Rodgers really? 

I think to understand someone at their roots, at their base level, we have to understand where they are spiritually, philosophically. Aaron Rodgers was raised in California. A huge 49ers fan. But did you know Aaron Rodgers was also a young man raised with faith? It's true. And as he entered the NFL that Christian faith remained an important part of his life. 

In fact Aaron Rodgers himself shared with a friend of mine, Major Bob Mueller, of The Salvation Army, how his mom had taken him growing up to volunteer at The Salvation Army.

Major Bob Mueller was the officer at The Salvation Army in the Green Bay area, and Aaron had reached out and set up an event that is now held annually, where Packer players sign autographs and the fans pay for them, with the proceeds going to support those in need. 

Major Bob asked Aaron when they met, "Why are you doing this Aaron?" And Aaron said growing up his mom had taken him to volunteer at The Salvation Army in his hometown. So he wanted to give back.

For many years in his life Aaron Rodgers considered himself a Christian, a follower of Jesus, one who trusted the Bible, the word of God, and saw hope in an eternal life beyond the grave.

However, over time, his faith dwindled and increasingly questions and skepticism replaced it. This isn't particular uncommon. We all face those challenges in our spiritual journey. 

Like the traveler in the Pilgrim's Progress, we all eventually make our way through "vanity fair" where the various offerings of the world system are dangled before the weary travelers. 

Think of Brett Favre, not a man of faith for many years, a college star from down south, but, something changed for Brett after his retirement. God wove the strands of his story together, from his humble start in Atlanta, to Green Bay, to victories, concussions, opioid addiction, the death of his father, the bitter battles with retirement and the Packer organization, but finally, he hit a bottom of sorts, and he gave his life to Jesus Christ.

At his induction into the Hall of Fame he wore a gold jacket, yet spiritually he also wore the righteousness of the Messiah when he said, "Thank you Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior." 

Many of us Christians were amazed and excited by this declaration by Brett Favre. Given his friendship with Aaron Rodgers, perhaps Brett could help disciple Aaron in the future.

In any case after Brett's declaration at the Hall of Fame, many of us wondered where Rodgers was at with his faith. 

Aaron Rodgers came out discussing his views about Christianity in 2020 on Danica Patrick's podcast, saying that he couldn't believe in a God who would send people to hell, among other statements critical of the Christian faith. 

Aaron later shared that he had given up his Christian faith, crediting his relationship with Rob Bell, the progressive minister. Bell apparently sent Rodgers numerous books to try to guide Rodgers away from a literal interpretation of the Bible, and to suggest that there is no hell, among other more progressive perspectives on Christianity. 

Growing up in Wausau, Wisconsin, about two hours from Green Bay, I had been raised in the Catholic faith, but in my teens I had begun to reject the faith, and by my early twenties, I was an atheist/agnostic. I did not believe the religion of my ancestors was of any value. I had bought into the mainstream narrative that science, modern medicine, and technology had essentially made religion irrelevant. 

So I began to live out the worldview of relativism, post-modernism, if there is no God, if there is no origin for humanity aside from the primordial soup, then I could live however I wanted. I was free to use drugs, chase the ladies, party it up, and essentially do whatever I wanted.

But after seven years of this lifestyle I found myself increasingly desperate for answers to the big questions. As you experience the emptiness of life without meaning, and as you begin to acquire addictions and negative attitudes, life becomes increasingly unbearable. As suffering and troubles increase, trauma increases, and then fear increases, and these fuels add to the fire of the big questions: Who am I? Why am I here?

Before it had been a fun question, now it was a desperate need to know. Soon, I think in that stage, we find ourselves wrestling with two extremes, life or death. I don't want to live anymore because life is unbearable. I can't stand it anymore. But, do I really want the unvarnished truth? Because it isn't pretty.

At rock bottom, total destruction of ego, I was left with two options, death, or life. Rock bottom has a way of refining the mind-battle to it's purest form: life or death. 

So it came into my mind to cry out to that ancient name, beyond ancient doors, the name that our modern society has covered in signs and placards that read: "bigotry, racism, sexism, white mans religion, child sex crimes, intolerance, hateful, judgmental" on and on and on the lists goes. The name censored in public school, criticized in college, smeared in the media, mocked by societal elites, redefined by academics, and rejected by society at large. And yet, there it was, that name, Jesus Christ of Nazareth, still there beyond all the slander, all the philosophical double-speak, all the charges of hate and intolerance; still, firm, steady, unmoving.  

I called out to that name. I didn't need all the answers. But I did need the chief answer giver. I needed to give it another chance. I needed to see if when I picked up that phone of faith in Christ, I'd find someone on the other end of the line, unlike any other world religion I had tried, and sure enough, I was shocked to find out, truly shocked to find out, that the God of my forefathers was actually real. There was a voice on the other end of the phone. Still, quiet, yet clear, and steady.

There was still a lot I didn't like in the gospels, in the Bible. A lot I didn't understand, a lot of harsh truth, a lot of stuff that called me out directly, a lot of sharp truths about morality, justice, and accountability, and yes, even about heaven and hell, and God's justice and judgment. 

But I realized something pretty basic. It's baked into all modern philosophy: that I must adhere to my own understanding. I must trust myself above anyone else. But what if that assumption is wrong? What if it's just as likely that I can be wrong about something like heaven and hell? What if I don't see the big picture? What if I do need to trust that God sees the accountability and justice of heaven and hell from an angle that I can't perceive in my finite nature?  Could I do that unthinkable thing and trust God in something that I found deeply disturbing? I dared to reject the modern notion that reality breaks down fundamentally to my own personal preferences, and decided that I would allow a voice above me to speak into my life, the voice of God, as revealed in His word. Even a voice to tell me I was wrong. 

That's not an easy salad to devour. But the pay out afterward was extremely high: Receiving the Kingdom of God as my inheritance in the next life. To reign with Him. To receive a new eternal purpose. High stakes require high payouts in either direction, a paradise beyond imagining or a prison beyond our worst nightmares. Nothing else would be high enough stakes for this gritty, majestic drama that unfolds on planet Earth. 

I still wrestle with it from time to time. But that's OK. Jacob wrestled with God. Israel means he who wrestles with God. Maybe we need to wrestle with God, as long as in the end perhaps we realize, we can bend the knee to Him, because without Him, life has no meaning. 

So the spiritual journey of Aaron Rodgers continues to this day. He's a young guy. He's only a year older than I am. He's now dabbling in things like ayahuasca, why? Because he's searching for the truth. He wants to know what life is really about. I can't judge him for that. I dabbled in such experiences for years, I was searching. 

Often in our spiritual journey we turn to something called "walk-about." I did for years. Just walking about the city, late at night, walking here and there, listening to ambient techno, looking up at the stars, wondering: What is life really about? That may be his next step as he nears retirement. Walk-about, thinking deeply, thinking on the big questions. 

Aaron Rodgers also recently found himself under attack from the culture for not receiving the injection. In the height of the cultural pressures, which were extreme, Aaron basically said no, I'm not yielding to the cultural pressure. That takes a lot of guts to do. But I think even now in 2023, many of us look back and think to ourselves, wow, we went overboard. We followed whatever the television news told us to think, but then randomly at some point in 2022, the CDC, the media, and the White House declared it was over, and all the masks came off, and many of us I'm sure were left holding the face rag thinking: Did I just fall for a hysteria that didn't match the reality on the ground?

Many in our society may be wondering: How did I let myself get so hysterical as to harass people like Aaron Rodgers to the point of cultural cancellation? "Thou art one of the haters" it seemed was the cry for anyone who dare dissent from the prevailing orthodoxy. Then suddenly all the rags came off, and we're supposed to pretend like nothing happened? Astonishing. 

In any case, that took guts and character for Aaron Rodgers to do. If Aaron applies that same ruthless courage and hunger for the truth to his spiritual journey he will find the truth. I believe that. 

But let me offer this olive branch, you sat down with Rob Bell and read many of his recommended books, but now I would say, hear the other side of the story. Sit down with Christian evangelical leaders, and ask those big questions. Read some of the best books on Christian faith from a biblical perspective, and see if there is something there, something beyond all the propaganda and cultural bias, that might be a path worth walking once again. 

I recommend: "The Truth Project" by Del Tackett (DVD Series)
The Pursuit of God by A.W. Tozer, The Language of God by Francis Collins, The Case for a Creator by Lee Strobel, and The Message Bible by Eugene Peterson. I'd mail them to Aaron, but I'm poor, so I'll include links to purchase them, for anyone interested.

In 2009 Rodgers and the Packers would fall to Favre and the Vikings. But, in 2010, in a magic year for the Packers, Favre would return to Lambeau for the last time, and Rodgers would lead the Packers to victory.

Rodgers once said after a game against the Seattle Seahawks, a team with many players of faith, that he didn't think God cares about football. It's a reasonable statement I think, does God really care about the tiny issues of a single football game? But maybe God does. Maybe God does care about the game of football. Maybe not the small details, but perhaps the bigger stories, of victory and defeat, of failure, of persevering in defeat, of clawing your way out of the pit and finding victory from the ashes of defeat.

The story had come full circle in 2010, Rodgers came into his own, and gained victory for us at last. He fought through a terrible controversy, and came out victorious, but only through crushing defeat, and constant difficulties and trials and retrials and injuries, criticism, outright hatred, dedicated devotion to his profession, and many hard fought battles. At last, through dogged perseverance and character over many years, he gained the victory. 

That is also how life works. Life brings us to the brink of chaos, and then somehow, someway, we find a new faith, a new hope, a new way, in Christ. In that, we find life, or... we don't. That's the gift of God in all this, choice. We can have it, or we can not have it. Wild, exciting, astonishing, terrifying, mystifying, that's God's universe isn't it?

Thank you to Aaron Rodgers for being such an amazing quarterback for the Green Bay Packers all these years. A personal hero of mine. I pray Aaron Rodgers returns to the faith of his forefathers. And thanks Aaron, for supporting The Salvation Army, the organization I minister for. 

The Lord wants you back Aaron Rodgers, he personally asked me to write this, and he gave me this scripture for you, as evidence of His love for you: 

 "What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?" -Romans 8:31

Aaron Rodgers giving God all the Glory

Top 10 Best Quotes from "Live Not by Lies" by Rod Dreher

Have you read the masterpiece by Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies? It's brilliant I'm in the midst of it right now. This needs to go on your must read list for 2023. Do it! It's a real page turner I can barely put it down. I've highlighted and underlined every page. But I would like to share my top ten favorite quotes from the book, but this will only include part one. I'm only halfway through it is why.

These quotes are dealing with the problems we face, in part one. So I want to challenge you to pray specifically for God to move in these areas that concern us. If Christians pray, and ask God to move in these areas, we will see breakthroughs.

"In 2005, the sociologists of religion Christian Smith and Melinda Lundquist Denton coined the phrase Moralistic Therapeutic Deism to describe the decadent form that Christianity had taken in contemporary America. It consists of the general belief that God exists, wants nothing more from us than to be nice and to be happy. In therapeutic culture, which has everywhere triumphed, the great sin is to stand in the way of the freedom of others to find happiness as they wish." -Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. 12-13

"..the death of God in the West had given birth to a new civilization devoted to liberating the individual to seek his own pleasures and to managing emergent anxieties. Religious Man who lived according to belief in transcendent principles that ordered human life around communal purposes, had given way to Psychological Man, who believed that there was no transcendent order and that life's purpose was to find one's own way experimentally. Man no longer understood himself to be a pilgrim on a meaningful journey with others, but as a tourist who traveled through life according to his own self-designed itinerary, with personal happiness his ultimate goal. This was a revolution even more radical than the 1917 Bolshevik event, said Rieff. For the first time, humankind was seeking to create a civilization based on the negation of any binding transcendent order." -Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. 11-12

"What is happening here? A progressive -and profoundly anti-Christian militancy is steadily overtaking society; one described by Pope Benedict XVI as a "worldwide dictatorship of seemingly humanistic ideologies" that pushes dissenters to society's margins." -Rod Dreher, Live Not By Lies, p. xiii

"The foundation of totalitarianism is an ideology made of lies. The system depends for its existence on a people's fear of challenging the lies. Said the writer, "Our way must be: Never knowingly support lies!" -Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. xiv

"This totalitarianism is therapeutic (soft totalitarianism of political correctness). It masks its hatred of dissenters from its utopian ideology in the guise of helping and healing." -Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. 7

"Back in the Soviet era, totalitarianism demanded love for the Party, and compliance with the Party's demands was enforced by the state. Today's totalitarianism demands allegiance to a set of progressive beliefs, many of which are incompatible with logic - and certainly with Christianity. Compliance is forced less by the state than by elites who form public opinion, and by private corporations that, thanks to technology, control our lives far more than we would like to admit." -Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. 8

Today in our societies, dissenters from the woke party line find their businesses, careers, and reputations destroyed. They are pushed out of the public square, stigmatized, canceled, and demonized as racists, sexists, homophobes, and the like. And they are afraid to resist, because they are confident that no one will join them or defend them." -Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. 8-9

"In Orwell's fictional dystopia, the state installed "telescreens" in private homes to keep track of individual's lives. Today we install smart speakers into our homes to increase our sense of well-being. How did maximizing a feeling of well-being become the ultimate goal of modern people and societies?" -Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. 11

Almost a quarter century before the fall of the Berlin wall, Rieff predicted that communism would not be able to withstand the cultural revolution coming from the West, one that purported to set the individual free to pursue hedonism and individualism. If there is no sacred order, then the original promise of the serpent in the Garden of Eden- "Ye shall be as gods" is the foundational principle of the new culture." --Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. 12

"A Soviet-born US physician told me - after I agreed not to use his name - that he never posts anything remotely controversial on social media, because he knows that the human resource department at his hospital monitors employee accounts for evidence of disloyalty to the progressive "diversity and inclusion" creed. That same doctor disclosed that social justice ideology is forcing physicians like him to ignore their medical training and judgment when it comes to transgender health. He said it is not permissible within his institution to advise gender-dysphoric patients against treatments they desire, even when a physician believes it is not in that particular patient's health interest." -Rod Dreher, Live Not by Lies, p. 41