What does it feel like to be in God’s presence? Have you ever felt his presence in a moment in time?
It’s royal, God’s presence. Like royalty is present.
It’s soft, like a whisper.
It’s like a cloud comes over you, a cloud of God’s presence.
It’s like the moment in time slows down.
You become more aware of everything around you.
You’re encountering a different dimension, a heavenly
dimension intersects Earth for a moment.
You feel a love come over you.
And you feel like you don’t want to move. You don’t want to
leave.
It gets bright, even though I don’t see any light. I can
tell with my eyes closed that it’s bright in here… there’s a brightness I can’t
see visually, but it’s there.
It’s also intimidating, dare I say terrifying, when I
realize, the environment has shifted, God is here.
For I know God is a consuming fire.
It’s also a burning, a burning light, a roaring blue flame,
God’s Holy Spirit being present.
And it’s perfect love, a savior, who wants me and calls me.
Like a voice.. calling me from far away. His presence draws me in.
Have you felt it? I have. And whenever I do, it makes life
complete, brokenness, for a moment, becomes completeness.
That’s what we all long for, something better. A better
country. A better place. Something beyond all this. We all long for it. This
world doesn’t quite satisfy.
Never full enough, never happy enough, never high enough,
never drunk enough, never quite enough… it’s just beyond us. Just beyond this
planet.
The Infinite Creator, the living God is the only solution to
the completeness we seek. He is our only hope, for the hunger and thirst we
have for something greater.
We resist that. We struggle with that. And that’s ok.
Because did you know, all the great heroes of faith, wrestled with God? When we
struggle with who God is, when we struggle with what it means, and who Jesus
is, that’s wrestling with God. It’s OK to wrestle, to struggle, to strive to
understand. We struggle.
We struggle with holiness, with righteousness, with
comprehending what a world without sin could look like. When we see God’s
holiness, his righteous standards, we get upset. We get angry. Because we know
we can’t reach it, we can’t touch it, we can’t climb to it, so we feel like a
man in a hole 20 feet deep without a ladder to climb out.
We get confused, we think well, I have to try to make myself
good enough to be with God. We try to do good stuff, to outweigh the bad stuff
we’ve done. We try to climb the walls of the hole we find ourselves in but just
keep sliding down in the mud.
But God says stop! Stop! Stop striving.
God says, “I have done it myself.” Instead of striving to do
good deeds, to climb the walls of the pit to escape from sin, we must recognize
our own inability. “All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.” (Romans
3:23).
Even Job said, weary and afraid, wondering, “How shall
anyone be made righteous with God?” (Job 9:2).
The Apostle Paul, before he became a follower of Jesus, was
so proud of his self-righteous practices as a Jew, as a Pharisee, he did
everything right, followed the law, fasted and prayed, memorized the Torah, and
yet when he saw Jesus, he realized, all his efforts were dirty rags, like
manure, filthy.
So we find ourselves lacking righteousness, don’t we? And
God will by no means clear the guilty. In fact he says time and again in His
word that we are found guilty before him, guilty of sin. If Jesus isn’t your
savior today, you are still guilty, and you face a punishment more severe than
you could possibly imagine.
Even the punishment for murder in this life is life in
prison. But the punishment for our many sins, is permanent imprisonment in a
place called hell, a place where we are tortured without end, day and night,
without rest, without food, without water, and without any hope. Indeed, there
is not a single positive emotion to be experienced in hell. Some of you are
headed there today and I’m pleading with you, stop your march to hell, and turn
to the narrow road to eternal life.
God’s word says the soul that sins shall die; and the wages
of sin are death. (Ezekiel 18:20, Romans 6:23).
You can pay for your sins with your own blood, in hell, but
the life of the body is in the blood, and there is no life in hell, so there is
no blood in hell either, be aware, you’ll have no blood there. Only sand. And
it’s quite real. Quite real indeed. I’m sorry I’m just telling you what the
Bible says.
And indeed as a pastor, as a teacher, I’m told in the word
that if I fail to carry the gospel to those under my care with accuracy, that
your blood will be poured over my head on judgment day, as a witness to me,
that I failed you, failed to carry the gospel to you. So I take that very
seriously.
Your blood can't pay for your sins in hell, the truth is
your blood can’t pay off your sins in any way. So you’ll receive the permanent
wrath of God in hell, as a permanent state for your soul to live in,
consciously, for all time, each day, with new horrors.
Or you can allow the blood of another to pay your road home.
The blood of a righteous man. But no man is righteous. Who could do such a
thing? Could a sinner die for your sins? No, they can’t pay anything they’re in
sin as well. They’re in the hole with us. But, one came, who is said to carry
our sorrow and our burdens, and the guilt we carried, would be placed on Him.
Could any man do this? No, only a God-man, the God-man, the living God
inhabiting human flesh, born into the world, Jesus Christ, who being perfect,
and never sinning once, became our spotless sacrifice, to offer his blood to
purchase us from death, and sin, and hell. Praise the Lord.
We must repent, and put our trust in Jesus Christ, and what
he has accomplished. God has paid off the debt. That’s the thing. We can’t fix
it ourselves. We can’t do enough good things. We must stop, and rest, in Jesus Christ.
Yes, repent of your sins, yes, leave behind your old ways,
but instead of trying to force that to happen by your own strength, stop and
turn and see, only if cry out to Jesus Christ, then, then and only then, will
He be able to do it in me. I can’t do it. Only Jesus can do it. So I will let
Jesus do it. Surrender. Let go of your own efforts, put your faith in Jesus,
throw off the old sins, and cry out to Jesus to make you new. That is the only
hope.
Jeremiah, the weeping prophet knew that. Israel had turned
away from God. They hated God wanted nothing to do with God. Yet there was
still hope. Even though Israel would go into captivity, be taken captive in
Babylon, later, they would return to Israel, and God would bless them, and help
them, and make them new. It says in Jeremiah
Jeremiah 23:1-8 “Woe to the shepherds who are destroying and
scattering the sheep of my pasture!” declares the Lord. 2 Therefore this is
what the Lord, the God of Israel, says to the shepherds who tend my people:
“Because you have scattered my flock and driven them away and have not bestowed
care on them, I will bestow punishment on you for the evil you have done,”
declares the Lord. 3 “I myself will gather the remnant of my flock out of all
the countries where I have driven them and will bring them back to their
pasture, where they will be fruitful and increase in number. 4 I will place
shepherds over them who will tend them, and they will no longer be afraid or
terrified, nor will any be missing,” declares the Lord.
5 “The days are coming,” declares the Lord,
“when I will raise
up for David a righteous Branch,
a King who will reign wisely
and do what is
just and right in the land.
6 In his days Judah will be saved
and Israel will
live in safety.
This is the name by which he will be called:
The Lord Our
Righteous Savior.
7 “So then, the days are coming,” declares the Lord, “when
people will no longer say, ‘As surely as the Lord lives, who brought the
Israelites up out of Egypt,’ 8 but they will say, ‘As surely as the Lord lives,
who brought the descendants of Israel up out of the land of the north and out
of all the countries where he had banished them.’ Then they will live in their
own land.”
In verse 6, in the Hebrew, it means, Jehovah Tsidkenu, which
means God our righteousness. God our rest. We find our rest from sorrows in
Jesus Christ. Only in God who provides righteousness to us. We can’t earn it.
We can’t force it to happen. We can only receive it through surrender to God.
Submitting to Him, leaving behind our sins and putting our hope in Jesus. Then
God becomes our righteousness. We become clean in His sight, because we have
believed in Jesus. Jesus did it all for us. We just need to believe in Him. And
live for Him. It’s just that simple.
There is no list of things to do to make ourselves right
with God, God doesn’t desire sacrifice, but instead the sacrifice God wants us
the sacrifice of a “broken spirit” and a
“contrite heart.” Let yourself feel sorrow over your sins, let yourself
feel broken over the state of your life and how you’ve fallen short. Isn’t that
a strange concept, that when we’re in godly sorrow, it’s a good thing, a godly
thing because it’s bringing us to change moments, to repentance, to a new
attitude, where we realize our need for Jesus the messiah.
Despite everything that had happened, how completely Israel
had failed God. How they had prostituted themselves to foreign gods. How they
had ignored God and his laws. How they had corrupted justice and mistreated the
poor and needy, despite all that, despite all our sins, God says hold on, there’s
still a hope and a future here. Hold on, there’s still a way for you, no matter
how much evil you’ve done, there’s still a way out of the wilderness and onto
the high road of victory, it’s in Jesus Christ the savior of the universe, if
we will shut up, get out of our own way, finally surrender, let go of our
pride, our ego, and put our trust in Jesus Christ and call out to Him, he will
give us his own righteousness, and suddenly that impossibly high pit we’d fallen
in, we find ourselves rescued, and out of the pit and on our way to heaven. Now
we can always go back and jump in and often the enemies tries to tempt us, hey
remember how cozy that muddy pit was, remember how there were no responsibilities
and you could just sit there and feel sorry for yourself, so now as Christians,
we must walk free from sin, in holiness ,in the fear of the Lord, knowing, that
God expects us to walk as Jesus walked. God has become our righteousness, so
now, we lives as slaves to righteousness (Romans 6:18).
